Plans for Thanksgiving 2010 have been changed

My thanksgiving for this year are changed. Ever since my mom got out of hospital on Novemvber 12th. I have to cook the turkey here at home and as for Christmas shopping for me will be a little different. I've been in this bored depression since my mom came home from the hospital. I had to sacrifice a lot of things for that. It has been a bore for me and it's NO FUN! Trust me not a picnic for everybody!